home message Submit archive theme


quezycoatl:

askgadz:

I need something to be able to connect with.

And I really don’t have the money and i’m way too afraid to buying a $500 ball joint doll and dirty it or ruin it cause you like can’t touch them ever cause resin and stains and dirty.

I want something to be able to HUG and sleep with and be with 90%…

You can touch them. Resin doesn’t stain that easy, honey. You just gotta be careful of the face if they have a face up, otherwise I touch mine all the time. 

I def wouldn’t recommend sleeping with a BJD though. Not terribly comfortable toys for sleeping with.

I mean like…i’ve read up on care and stuff and people make it sound like if you keep the wig and clothing on that it’ll stain the bjd like super bad and pretty much everything will ruin it.
the other problem is just money, there’s not even any way i’d be able to but a bjd, i’ve only been into them a few months and i’m young and broke and stuff so.. I can’t afford one.

thanks for the comment though.


I need something to be able to connect with.

And I really don’t have the money and i’m way too afraid to buying a $500 ball joint doll and dirty it or ruin it cause you like can’t touch them ever cause resin and stains and dirty and breakable.

I want something to be able to HUG and sleep with and be with 90% of the time that I won’t end up destroying or ruining. 

ugh. I just need SOMETHING.

I am SO lonely. you guys seriously don’t understand how depressed I am, it has never lasted this long or been this terribly crippling.


You guys should talk to me and stuff.

Ask me questions
Tell me about yourself
Talk to me
Buy my hats
I’m just really lonely and shit like literally NO ONE is talking to me
I’m REALLY stressed out, to the MAX
so like…Take my mind off things?

Love me?


No one will ever fall /IN/ love with me.

Anon come back I miss you.

There’s that overwhelming feeling of sadness again.

No one’s looking for me out there.
I’m so lonely and everyone is so far away from me.

I feel like i’m drowning and I can see everyone else breathing.

it hurts so much.

i’m so sorry.


Isaac’s a stupid shit.

Can already feel it’s going to be “one of those nights.”

Sigh… Fucking great.



These are actually really intriguing. shoot me some.
  • 1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
  • 2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
  • 3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
  • 4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
  • 5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
  • 6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
  • 7: Do you want to be single?
  • 8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
  • 9: How late did you stay up last night?
  • 10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
  • 11: Last three things you had to drink?
  • 12: Have you pretended to like someone?
  • 13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
  • 14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
  • 15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
  • 16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
  • 17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
  • 18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
  • 19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
  • 20: What would you name your future daughter?
  • 21: Do you miss anyone?
  • 22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
  • 23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
  • 24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
  • 25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
  • 26: Who did you last see in person?
  • 27: Are you listening to music right now?
  • 28: What is something you currently want right now?
  • 29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
  • 30: How is your heart lately?
  • 31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
  • 32: Are you wearing socks?
  • 33: What do people call you?
  • 34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
  • 35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
  • 36: Who did you last share a bed with?
  • 37: Did you do something bad today?
  • 38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
  • 39: Do you get stressed out easily?
  • 40: Will you sing today?
  • 41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
  • 42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
  • 43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
  • 44: What are you listening to right now?
  • 45: What is wrong with you right now?
  • 46: What is on your wrists right now?
  • 47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
  • 48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
  • 49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
  • 50: Are you a good artist?
  • 51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
  • 52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
  • 53: Ever been on a golf cart?
  • 54: Do you have trust issues?
  • 55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
  • 56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
  • 57: Do you use chap stick?
  • 58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
  • 59: Do you have a little sister?
  • 60: Have you ever been to New York?
  • 61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
  • 62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
  • 63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
  • 64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
  • 65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
  • 66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
  • 67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
  • 68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
  • 69: Will next Friday be a good one?
  • do this.

Wow.

Mow I’m so overwhelmed and depressed i’m eating peanut butter off a spoon.

Annon plz come back and tell me who you are.
Finals go away.
Essays, suck my dick.
School please be over.