I’m going to sleep
Right now
before I do something stupid.
Or stupid-er than what i’ve already done.

Night.

Only good for being used.

That’s all I’ll be good at.

I’m too nice, I’m always apologizing i know.

I’m sorry i’ll never really be good enough..

I’m sorry guys..I’m just fucking sorry.

My Matesprit left me brutally. She KEEPS texting me, apologizing asking if im okay then putting me down again. making me feel like this is ALL my fault.

And sadly i’m starting to fucking believe it is.

I’m HORRIBLY depressed and HOMESTLY have thought of self mutilation again. what the fuck is wrong with me that NO ONE wants to stay with me?

Am i that much of a Monster?…

I’m so sorry.

I dont know why i just am. i feel like everything is my fault.

So i’m sorry.

{{ omg Shut the fuck up Clarence. let this motherfucker be happy.

“When the world wont take you back…You know everyone’s the same…we’re all a part in god’s song…”

“why did that Chernobyl break down? Some say it was the scientist’s fault, they grabbed god by the beard and now he’s laughing…but we’re the ones who pay for it..”